I've been in the very down of my situation, welcome to the circle of life! It's about all of my extraordinary lives which I never think how to live it.
Recently I have lots of assignments from school to do where my colleagues don't have any enthusiastic to work on it which makes me doing everything for them. I don't like to be the one who's in charge of project, I don't like to be a leader of some group, I am a down to earth guy. :P
Which makes me more fall apart was my future internship placement. I thought we're cool since in the interview they said they liked me, but last Friday they sent me this crap email saying that:
"Dear Adit,
Kindly apologize my later answer to your press release and your e-mail from last Monday.
I have been traveling a lot the last 2 weeks and I was only able to finalize the interviews for the internship 2010 this week.
After having the possibility to talk to several students, all of them with a different background, I am sorry to inform you that we decided for another candidate.
I thank you again for your time and your interest in our association.
In case of further questions please do not hesitate to contact us and all the best wishes for your future career!
Kind regards,
Jochen Manninger"
OH COME ON! screw them! They don't know how good I am??!!
Anyway, after reading the email I was feeling so down and stressful. I couldn't sleep since many thoughts on my mind. Internship, school's assignments, my music etc. However, I always find a way how to sort my problems out. Listen to the music!
Since I couldn't sleep easily at this very moment, which I usually listen to a very soft music like oldies Jazz musics or song to make me fall asleep, but this time I kinda do it differently! Last time I was watching a Marie Digby's video on YouTube and she sang Fireflies by Owl City, and the rhythm and the melody sounds very familiar to me, then when I look it up on YouTube the original singer (Owl City) was actually better than Digby's version. The sound is very modern and kinda imaginative which could make myself lying down on my bed and asleep slowly by slowly. In fact, when I sleep I always leave my TV on (MTV CHANNEL ONLY!) and they have been playing that song on TV for several times, that's why I felt so familiar with this song.
I also hear other songs from Owl City, they were actually genuinely good songs. Although my brother said it's an EMO music (what?!). It's alternative music, smart-ass! But who cares, Fireflies by Owl City is now sounding heavily in my head and I think I am just gonna hit my sack and sleep!
Nighty Night
Your MonsieurSolitude
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