The ugliest thing in the world is when you're feeling all alone...

A song from Sarita Fraya - The Ugliest Thing in the World (my jazz singing mate) is playing through my iTunes music playlist now, I just had gone back from all these activities which made me so exhausted: Performing in Christmas event of KBRI, eating in kapsalon, photo session in Gina's house.

And now back in my little jail with all of thoughts that could scare me to death. I just got a message from my friend whom I had a plan to go together with to Austria, telling that she's not allowed to go to Austria with me by her parents due to some issues. DAMN! I know that it could happen somehow. I have prepared myself to go alone to Austria then. Sometimes I feel it's gonna be real great, sometimes I feel it's gonna be so bored to death and not to mention when I will get lost on the unknown, unreadable and unpronounceable street in Austria, to put up some more tortures; reading maps, which I am incapable of doing that. However, I will stand up and just grab what's in front of me and do it.

Beside that big deal, I just finished exploring and browsing a Facebook of my long lost family (it's like: my mother's cousins son - what the F) Just found it and saw it, I felt like why he got everything and me not (like looks and stuffs in a term of material)? that's somehow unfair! God I know you always hear my prayer :P hahah..

Nevertheless, I always think twice and assume that; well, they got their looks but we got flairs in music!

Nighty night

Your MonsieurSolitude

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow...

YAY it's snowing outside. I could remember when the first time I saw snow in The Hague, it was at my first year in damned Holland XD! it wasn't that thick like now at that time but I was apparently happy to see a white snow as soft as a cotton.

Anywho, it's been snowing starting last week and this week, but this week is the BOMB! heavy snowing rain last night which made me staring at outside my window intensely and continuously. In the morning I woke up the snow was on the ground was so thick and I really wanted to go out and play with it. My friends, Ayu and Erick would like to go out too to play on the snow. So we eventually met which led us playing on the snow and walked around in downtown.

I never saw a snow that thick in my life before I think this is the first time for me to see a very thick and crazy snow, the snow that we believe we could make a snowman out of it, however we couldn't. Hahah..

This such experience at least ease me from the feeling of stressfulness, thinking of hard-to-get-an-internship. Knowing that lately it's a tense moment for me coz I've been looking for an internship placement in many company but in the end they reject my application, unlike all my smart-ass friends i feel like they got it easily, Bitches! SCREW THEM! I will get it somewhere somehow!

Lucky, Number 7

Slowly by slowly my stress out! this is what I like from a life, sometime you're down, sometimes you're up. Welcome to the circle of life, Ladies and Gentlemen!

Last night I was out of the blue had this feeling to check a massive-talents.com, Massive Talents is a department of Massive Music who actually I signed a contract of my music with. On that website I randomly checked their own find selection of their artist, and guess what? I am on their number 7 fine selection. 

Check this out!

Look how I am surprised by this overcome! I felt like I am the lucky number 7 hahaha since it is on number 7. After having a look, I directly told this information to people I know and they were very happy to see this result! HAHAH

Beside that, I just had a recording session in Tilburg, it's a name of little city in Holland, but I think I like the city not to mention I had a good time there. So basically, I met this guy from the internet, and I gave him my YouTube videos and in fact actually he's a DJ of a radio in Holland, called KX radio and he would like to have me on his show (what a dream is that, huh?). So he asked me to come to his friend's recording studio to record some songs for acoustic live in his radio, so yeah I think this is my break, why don't I just do it! And also the DJ will sound my demo that I just had recorded to labels. WHOOOO how fun it is!

So here we go...

Nighty night

Your MonsieurSolitude

I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns slowly...

I've been in the very down of my situation, welcome to the circle of life! It's about all of my extraordinary lives which I never think how to live it.

Recently I have lots of assignments from school to do where my colleagues don't have any enthusiastic to work on it which makes me doing everything for them. I don't like to be the one who's in charge of project, I don't like to be a leader of some group, I am a down to earth guy. :P

Which makes me more fall apart was my future internship placement. I thought we're cool since in the interview they said they liked me, but last Friday they sent me this crap email saying that:

"Dear Adit,

Kindly apologize my later answer to your press release and your e-mail from last Monday.

I have been traveling a lot the last 2 weeks and I was only able to finalize the interviews for the internship 2010 this week.

After having the possibility to talk to several students, all of them with a different background, I am sorry to inform you that we decided for another candidate.

I thank you again for your time and your interest in our association.

In case of further questions please do not hesitate to contact us and all the best wishes for your future career!

Kind regards,

Jochen Manninger"

OH COME ON! screw them! They don't know how good I am??!!

Anyway, after reading the email I was feeling so down and stressful. I couldn't sleep since many thoughts on my mind. Internship, school's assignments, my music etc. However, I always find a way how to sort my problems out. Listen to the music!

Since I couldn't sleep easily at this very moment, which I usually listen to a very soft music like oldies Jazz musics or song to make me fall asleep, but this time I kinda do it differently! Last time I was watching a Marie Digby's video on YouTube and she sang Fireflies by Owl City, and the rhythm and the melody sounds very familiar to me, then when I look it up on YouTube the original singer (Owl City) was actually better than Digby's version. The sound is very modern and kinda imaginative which could make myself lying down on my bed and asleep slowly by slowly. In fact, when I sleep I always leave my TV on (MTV CHANNEL ONLY!) and they have been playing that song on TV for several times, that's why I felt so familiar with this song.

I also hear other songs from Owl City, they were actually genuinely good songs. Although my brother said it's an EMO music (what?!). It's alternative music, smart-ass! But who cares, Fireflies by Owl City is now sounding heavily in my head and I think I am just gonna hit my sack and sleep!

Nighty Night

Your MonsieurSolitude

A Last blessed wholly Saturday...

Back when I was not be able to sing yet, I used to think how it felt to be someone who could be able to sing and gaining compliment from many people telling I could sing. It triggered me to get to know how to sing very well. Thank God to my Mom who always asked her son to try something new, She asked me and allowed me to follow a singing lesson when I still lived in Medan (North Sumatra), it kept going until I have moved to Jakarta, and I finally have this passion for singing. Now I get that ability to sing, to entertain people.

Last Saturday, I had a little performance in Indonesian Embassy for Padang Charity (you know? with the earthquake kinda stuffs). My performance was in the very beginning of the show which kinda breaking the ice for that show. I saw also many performers that wasn't really familiar to me (yeah I guess because I've never been very often to perform), but anyway, I apparently was giving my best performance there. Since after I got out off the spot, many people said "good job". I can't even count how many people saying "good job" to me in many ways of expression. However, the important thing was I nailed it! especially when I sang "Man In The Mirror" hahah... (Btw there is still a compliment that I got from many people through Facebook and as such)

However, I felt that I was blessed even more after all I had this "gathering" in Nitra's house. I went there in fact because of my wallet and my apartment key. Kara had it! because in the Embassy I asked her to keep those items in her bag and she went back earlier from Embassy, so it made me in the end coming to Nitra's place where Kara lives there too. Kara said that I could stay there for awhile to talk, because it's been awhile we haven't talked as a gossip receiver and a gossip giver.

But in the end many friends of mine coming over to her place for celebrating Galer's birthday (still remember this guy?).  Beside celebrating that, we had this silly funny chit-chat with my long lost friends. I have missed it for years or even ages. I finally had that after missing it. I hope we can have a gathering again.

Nighty night
Your MonsieurSolitude

New Moon and Other Blasts

So today was the premiere New Moon movie. I am certainly team Jacob (I know! don't mind being scrachted!!!) hahah... The movie was actually good, there were lots of romantic sentences that Edward said, not to forget the lovely manner of Jacob (oh yeah!).

I was waiting like a crazy just to watch that movie, once the main door of the studio opened I just ran through the crowded and I saw many people squashed into the crowded but it was actually worth-watching and worth-waiting. I went together with Gina and Monica, but they were just not so all over the place like me so they were running like princesses who were waiting for their prince charming! but me, NO WAY! I am just running like a crazy only to get the best seat in the screening room! I eventually got it though and left 2 more seats next to me for those princesses. whateva!

Here I don't wanna talk about the story of the movie, or even write a movie review. I think you should see the movie by yourself. You'll be amazed how Bella can be so "emo" in a sense of her way! And please do realize that this is only happening in the movie, so when you feel it's exaggerating, from then you should realize it's not true! Because it happens to my friends many time, they were tempted and drowned by the movie which in the end made them thinking that perfect man is Edward! No! No way!

Anywho, talking beside movies, my single has already released through the radio, so you can listen on it. Yes, the "A Happy Broken Heart Song" one. I felt a blast when my manager sent me a message on skype stating that Hard Rock FM Jakarta is willingly to play my song. Thank God, all my works are now being appreciated. Hope it'll be forever!

However, there are some other blasts that occurred to me recently, but I couldn't think any further now... so I mma stop from now on!

BYE

Nighty Night

Your MonsieurSolitude!

A Beautiful Coincidence

So, after the minor that I have been trying to shift is working. I am now going to a Reputation Management in Rotterdam. Early friggin' morning, and it was raining and dark(typical Holland). The first class and the only class was at 8.30 AM in Rotterdam. I therefore woke up at 6 just to got myself prepared and went by train without a discount price since it wasn't 9 yet so the validation of discount card can't be used yet up until 9 o'clock. How annoying it can be, you know!

I knew that I could reasonably got earlier there and in fact, it was. I got the room where I was supposed to have a class. Nobody was there yet, so I just kept turning on my musics on my iPhone until finally some of my classmates (the boring ones I might say) came, and eventually the teacher came in to the classroom too and he started to begin the class.

Since, it was the early morning class, I knew that there some pupils were coming late. Suddenly there was this guy who came late and looked like Latino(in fact, he's not, he's from Afghanistan) and sat next to where I sat, and along with the teacher finishing the class, we surely talk just for formality and he actually lives in The Hague, so do I.

And the funniest thing is when he said he has seen me a lot, and I said to him that I go out a lot to town in The Hague, and he asked me if I like to go to Zara and I said YES, i mean man.. IT'S ZARA.. who  won't like it, anyway? And finally he said that he works there and he said:

"And you are the person who want to make a reservation for a leather jacket of Zara but you didn't do it becuase we don't have the size S."

And I was shocked and said: "Oh my gosh, you're the guy that I asked about reservation and you were so kind if I compared to other male staffs in Zara" Because at that time I've lost my jacket and all zara staffs member who are male were so cruel to me, they didn't even smile to serve me. BLAH! THEY DIDN'T KNOW THAT I'VE JUST LOST MY PRECIOUS THING IN MY LIFE (exaggerating).

We finally talked, talked and talked and we also went back to The Hague together! It was actually a beautiful coincidence. That is so unexpected.

2 days ago I had a Graduation meeting in other building of my school. It is actually a building for business center, so many people working there and many company hire an office space there. After I finished the meeting, I suddenly saw somebody that I used to know. It was actually MOMO. She's my Chinese bestfriend when I was in first year of my study in Holland. from that time, I couldn't stop thinking by having this a beautiful coincidence, time is flying so fast!

Nighty night
Your MonsieurSolitude

Whatever Works!

So, people! the sneak preview for this week is Whatever Works. It is a Movie from Woody Allen.

The movie is about an eccentric New Yorker played by Larry David who abandons his upper class life to lead a more bohemian existence. He meets a young girl from the south and her family and none of them seem to get along in the entanglements that follow. This is a comedy also starring Ed Begley Jr., Patricia Clarkson, Conleth Hill, Michael McKean, Evan Rachel Wood, and a number of other amusing types.

Boris Yelnikoff (David), an eccentric, misanthropic chess teacher from Greenwich Village, finds a young woman (Wood) from Mississippi lying on his doorstep. He takes her in for the night and eventually marries her, despite their 40 year age difference and their clashing cultural backgrounds. His philosophy on the matter is that life is short so he might as well enjoy himself.

Woody Allen writes and directs this "blackish comedy" about an eccentric, upper class New Yorker (Larry David) who abandons his comfortable lifestyle in favor of leading a more bohemian existence. After meeting a young Southern girl and her family, he discovers that life among the nonconformists isn't quite as carefree as he'd envisioned it to be.

This movie somehow shows part of my way of thinking, not to mention very genius like the old man, Boris. I sometimes look at love in a different perspective and I never want to take a chance from it although sometimes I think I might get a big shot from love If I don't look it in my perspective However this movie was awesome and worth to watch.

Nighty night

Your MonsieurSolitude

R for Rotterdam

What is it between me and Rotterdam? I can't seem to find the answer. Everytime I have something wrong I have to be at Rotterdam, just to sort it out. Sometimes I just can't stop thinking that probably I belong to Rotterdam instead of The Hague. However, The Hague has kept all my stories and my memories ever since the first time I stepped my way to live all by my own, of course I couldn't leave The Hague.

Today was the first day of my second term of school, I chose a minor called 3D Modeling, bffh! don't tell me what is it all about, I don't even have any clue about that. I chose that minor because that minor course is in The Hague, which I also thought it was in English (it is mentioned in the overview of the minor list). Nevertheless, it is actually in English for a DUTCH stream student, so the minor is taught both in English and Dutch. I came late to the class and everybody was looking at me and I just ran to any seat that was available near to me, and tried to relax and gave a sign to the lecturer to go ahead of what he was doing (explaining stuffs of course). But my ears suddenly felt so alien to the language that came out of the lecturer's mouth, and I just interrupted him and asked whether I went to the wrong classroom or something. It was actually a 3D Modelling that I chose. IT WAS IN DUTCH! Don't they know that I am allergic to this particular language? blaaahhh! So I just went out of the classroom with saying permission to the people that were in classroom and I went to the Communication Department where I could bitch them around! They apparently explained me with all of the stuffs about 3D modeling that they advised me to choose another minor instead of staying in that course because otherwise I wouldn't be able to follow the course and will fail for this term.

Then I asked a staff from Communication Department which minor that is in English where they have it in The Hague. They said they don't have any single English minor in The Hague, well there was actually but I have accomplished it already last year. They advised me to go to Rotterdam because they have many options for Minor in English. Therefore, I just decided right away to choose Reputation Management in Rotterdam in English teaching.

Since that moment I was thinking; why do I have to go there? last year I have gone there for my 2 minors in different periods. A thought popped up and I assumed that probably me and Rotterdam are meant to be. Because many things has happened to me in Rotterdam, the good ones of course.

Like in my first year of living in Holland, I had this Indonesian's Night in Rotterdam where I could perform and I nailed it down. From that moment Indonesian people who live in Holland know my name. (Alhamdulilah!) hahahah...

Moreover, Since I lost my jacket from Zara in Halloween party which was a very trashy party with a cheap booze. I found my jacket back in Zara Rotterdam. Although I have called through phone many Zara stores throughout Holland, but Zara Rotterdam had the jacket that was alike to the jacket that I had lost, which made me go there again. Mazzeltov!

I didn't know why suddenly I wanted to become a volunteer at the time of my second year, so I enrolled in Rotterdam Film Festival and they accepted my application to become a volunteer there, although I believed that my application wasn't that complete, cool he?

I also have accomplished all my minors last year without struggle (pronounced: resit/retake) in Rotterdam. 

In Rotterdam too, I finally tasted Sushi for the first time in Holland after awhile not eating sushi since I had been living here.

For dance practice of Malaysian Event, we always have rehearsals in Rotterdam.

Look, how I and Rotterdam are well connected to each other? I don't even know! Please help me out guys. What is it between me and Rotterdam?

Anywho, Since I have changed my minor there are lots of forms I need to fill in although I am just gonna be at the Reputation Management class already. In this sort of moment, my agenda suddenly becomes indispensable, though I have hidden it months ago because I want to have the new one already, but I believe if it came alive it must be very sad, it looks so unruly and folded unpurposely but now how I just realized that my lovely agenda is my friend. :)

Nighty night

Your MonsieurSolitude!

Sunlight and Dance Rehearsal

This Sunday, I thought it would be very dark sunday for me, since the whole week days it kept raining and foggy and dark, But today in a fine Sunday morning I was waken up by the sunlight that disturbing my eyelids. I was actually in my half point of my waking-up life, so I decided to got off of my bed and of course pressed my mac computer button and lifted up my curtain in order to see the brightness of today. It was very bright. It's quite seldom to happen in Holland (especially in the time of Autumn to Winter). I might say it is once in a blue moon for Holland. All I wanted to do was celebrating the "gift" by going out to the town and chilling in a Cafe next to its fireplace. However, I couldn't do it because I remembered that I would have this dance practice for Malaysian event in November, 14th. Felt regret indeed, but I was thinking there would be a substitute for me. Probably by practicing dancing with this crazy people would be fun too.

Furthermore, I was picked up by my friend, Faisal and he of course offered me a ride to the place where we usually have our rehearsal (in Rotterdam precisely). It was fun, and it shifted my regret feeling of not going out to the town and be jovial in the sunlight. What made me even more glad was our former dance couch were there too, Nizam. Oh! how I miss the way he screams to us if we don't move in the same beat.

"Toogedeeee" that's what he usually screams to us. Since he's from Singapore, so he has this thick Singaporean English accent, but in that way we love him so much. AHAHAHA! Can't imagine how we dance without him, he's the one who knows how to instruct our moves, even we ourselves don't know how to manage all those steps.

And of course what makes me happy. It was the food that Cik Mat cooked for us.

He said:"I believe this Indon will be so hungry when they get here, so I cooked you all foods"

the foods were good, typically Indonesian food with a Malaysian/Melayu taste.

Fun can always be found by many things, many places in any times. You just need to know how to do it and feel it! If you know what I mean...

And We're Rolling, Rolling Baby... Rolling in Day of International Students

Now listen! I just got back from Day of International Students. It was a blast! I couldn't take out my-imaginary-self to that event in my mind until now. Gosh, this is the second DIS that I went to. Althougth I might say that the DIS 2008 is better than DIS 2009. However, I still had a good night anyway.

We got there at 3.30something which we knew that if we were to come earlier it would be so hard for us to wake up early! hahahah... I went together with Gina and Rizka they are two of my bitches (I call them that way because we love each other. Don't even ask me why, I also don't know!). When we got there all we saw was less people from  last year who attended this event. Why? But we kept checking more further, but it was just the way it was, probably they had less promotion on this DIS 2009.

Anywho, at DIS we could actually follow the workshops that was supplied by DIS. I went to the Zumba Dance workshop, I didn't even know what Zumba meant but I eventually found out what it meant, I think it's a South American dance, because the instructure of the Zumba Dance workshop taught us how to dance Salsa, Cha-Cha, Reggeaton dance, etc. It was fun!!!

Then we got a chance to follow one more workshop, which we thought painting a Klompen shoe would be cool, then we went there and yeah you know my creativity wasn't great as it is usually, so don't ask me for the result.

And here came the moment that I was waiting... The after party of the workshops, they got a live band and DJ and those were the ones that made my day for this freezing saturday! arrrrggghhh, the live band performed all songs I know. Not to mention when they play "I Got a Feeling" by Black Eyed Peas, which then I just dragged Nitra's ass to the front of the stage and we jumped, we danced and we enjoyed the vibe!

Then from that moment, a thought crossed my mind that you don't have to be Italian if you wanna have a "Dolce Vita" or you don't have to be French if you want to "Joie de Vivre" of your life. And one thing I have just realized that I couldn't hear beats, for some people like me, I could get "drunk" when I hear a very good music. I could just forget everything that's going on around me. I could just move my body and start to fly, like a lad who smokes weeds. Music can make me high.

My Huge Ass EyeGlasses

For some people I know, they might already notice that I have changed my eyeglasses into bigger frame eyeglasses. It's been awhile I was wishing to have big frame eyeglasses with prescriptions. My mom used to tell me that I would really look like a dork when I'd be wearing big-ass-frame-eyeglasses. I think what she tried to say was: "stop being different, and live like a normal people or man or boy or whatever". Since I was kid I wanna have something different from other people, not to mention I wanted to have high heels shoes! HAHAHAH...

Anyway, when I was strolling together with my cousin, Marina inside a mall of Singapore (Far East Plaza). I saw that there was an eyeglasses shop there, so I was thinking: "Hey! I might want to have new eyeglasses" then I dragged Marina to that store and together we were looking for cute big frame eyeglasses, well I wasn't looking for a huge frame one, but suddenly my hand just sticked to one cute eyeglasses that have enormous frames which I nowadays wear it.

After bought eyeglasses, of course I showed it to everybody and surely not to forget showing them to my Mom. Happy she didn't badly comment anything.

Currently, since they are very cute in my face, I consider the big frame eyeglasses are my style of fashioning. In addition, since I am back here in Holland, many people talk to me about my eyeglasses. Although not so many good comment that they told me. I think I could still remember what people have said about my big frame eyeglasses... I'm putting it in quote

"Adit, you change your eyeglasses is that fashion or just a need?" Jean-Pierre (my classmate)

"Can I borrow your eyeglasses for one minute?" A lady that I met in the pub and took a picture with my eyeglasses

"Can I borrow your eyeglasses, if you would like to lend it to me" Spanish exchange student that I totally forgot her name, and she wore my eyeglasses for like 30 minutes till I couldn't even see

"Do you change your eyeglasses? They look different in the picture" The interviewer of my internship job interview, I don't know what he meant but I could assume that he wanted to say that I look like a geek wearing these eyeglasses, and he preferred me with my previous eyeglasses

"I think you've changed A LOT, although I am not sure that I like it that all of the sudden everyone wears bigger glasses" Vincent Oldenburg through MSN chatting, well he has a problem to express what he wants to tell to certain people, but I think what he meant was that wearing big eyeglasses is not his thing

"I like your eyeglasses, it's very fashionable" The guy I met in Fiddler Cafe and Laras added "Well everyone loves his eyeglasses" and the guy asked me to take out my eyeglasses and tried to put it on his eyes.

"Can I try your eyeglasses?" The girl from Afghanistan who grew and lived in Holland

"Can I try your eyeglasses too?" The boyfriend of the Afghanistan girl who grew and live in Holland, well I can tell by he kissed her head lust-ly (can you imagine? don't even do it!)

"I am not your fucking Mommy"

The tagline said: "There is something wrong with Esther"

I would say: "There IS"

Geez, I mean what sort of a movie is that? a 33 year-old woman who looks like a 9 year-old because she's having this hormone or DNA disorder? Then she pretends to be an orphan to be taken by parents and she falls in love with his step-dad, and the gross-est thing is when she would like to F the Daddy. Well, I would know how does it feel to not be touched by men when you are actually 33 look like 9. HAHAHA

Eiuwww! and the movie shows how lame the parents are, especially the Mommy. If I were the Mommy; Man, I'll be her bitch!

Anywho, Finally the movie shows how strong the Mommy is, although she was stabbed by the orphan. they were finally quarreling. And in the end when the Mommy won,

The orphan said: Please, don't kill me, Mommy!

The Mommy said: "I am not your fucking Mommy!"

Yeah, finally! that's the thing I was waiting for when I watched a movie of good people who were distracted by bad people. I mean, I am a good guy too, but when somebody do me ghetto, I'll so do them ghetto too. Because life is tough, Ma men!

However, the movie was scary yet so lame in story line. If I were the Mommy I would do Esther wrong then the movie will end in 30 minutes, becuase I won already in the first place before Esther do something bad to me. hahahhaha... Now I know that is why I am not a movie maker!

A Brand New Blog and Advertising Exam!

I used to have a blog. However, it was approx. 3 years ago and this is my brand new blog with a brand new me. Can't believe time passing by very fast. Within 3 years I have changed a lot. from clumsy personality to mature personality (yeah you tell me about that), from a fat ass guy who didn't know how to run a school project to a beautiful smart cute guy that everyone wants to be like (whateva!). Anywho, this blog will be a story of my life (as other blogs should be) and what I have been doing in my life recently.

Well, yeah! This second paragraph is supposedly telling you stories. Well ok! hahaha

Last night I was studying for advertising exam, I thought the exam would be 11.30 AM but luckily I was online on facebook and I was chatting with my classmate from Advertising class through facebook. He said that the exam will be at 8.30 AM... WHAT? I know that's typical my school, changing schedules in last minutes time. I wish I could burn down my school and no Ads exam and my lecturers would had been so kind to give me an 8 mark! HAHAHAHA...

Anyway, knowing that I would have an exam in that effing early morning, I tried to sleep afterwards my classmate informed me. It was 2 AM and I hardly could sleep. I know it was becuase I was afraid that I couldn't be waken up by my noisy alarm from my iPhone but after counting my sheeps eventually I felt asleep.

I woke up at 7 in the morning which was pretty unusual for me, but who cares?! I didn't even take a shower, I just put on my Jacket (well, the-not-fake-leather-one, since I've lost it in Halloween party) and my Nudie Jeans and my simple shoes from Zara and took my walk outside my apartment. OH GREAT! it was still dark and it was raining which made me to go back inside my apartment get my umbrella-ella-ella... and walked rapidly to school.

My shoes were wet, water came inside my shoes. and I didn't do my hair, I looked like a junkie who resides in Central Station who would like to write an exam. I looked really like a junk. YES! I mean it!

And by the time I got to the room where the exam was, The guidance of the exam asked me to put off my jacket's capuchon (read it like it's french) which showed my-didn't-do-hair, but whatever, nobody wanted to see me in the time of dark's morning and I believe they still tried to remember that form of advertising which is

SOURCE->ENCODE->MESSAGE->DECODE->RECEIVER

I have remembered that form too, but you know what, it didn't come up! shit! I couldn't do the exam and I also did wrong in the open question. However, I am expecting to get 5.5 from the exam then I'll pass from that shit! just cross my fingers now and I hope everything is gonna be alright.